toxic!!!!!!!!!!

ngarag to the nth power! i wanna rest and sleep...paos pa rin ako!!! waaaah...

just how i like it...

Because I already had a prior engagement with my high school barkada on Saturday night, my only window was from morning until the afternoon. Paul was eager in inviting us to a get-together—Tuesday pa lang, nagplan na siya! I was excited to see Judith L. and Ipe again! It’s been a long time since I last saw these law school students. They wanted to watch a movie in Powerplant but I told them I still don’t know how to commute going there. Paul was kind enough to pick me up from the MRT Buendia station. If not for that, I’d be lazy to go because it was raining hard!

While waiting for Ipe, we stayed at Mcdo filling one another with updates about our lives as well as our other friends’. There were some revealing and shocking news exchanged among us. We also had fun reminiscing about our AtSCA days. The four of us had lunch at Gloria Maris. Somebody was craving for Chinese kasi. Tsk, tsk. Usapan namin, tipid-mode kami eh. Who suggested GM ba!?! Thankfully, Ipe and Judith successfully pressured Paul into treating us for lunch! What a rare occurrence ‘no?! Hahaha. We shared a cold cuts combination platter, salt and pepper squid, birthday noodles and siao long pao! I’ve long wanted to try siao long pao. They're supposed to be rather huge pieces of dim sum with soup inside. Think siomai with sabaw oozing when you bite into it. Sadly, GM’s version of this dim sum was different. They were smaller than what I expected them to be. I didn’t feel the soup coming out of my dumpling either. Boo. While eating, the three of them met an Ateneo batchmate who was taking up law as well. I forgot her name though. She sat with us as she was eating alone. She ordered these tofu rolls and gave some to us. Divine!!! As I said, I could live on tofu alone! Hahaha. We were talking about chismis over lunch. Sosyal dba, nasa GM pero local showbiz and political chismis ang topics of conversation! Panalo!

Ipe couldn’t join us for the movie because he had to leave. Doryll went with us instead. Paul and Judith wanted to watch Wanted while I wanted to watch Mama Mia. I've been waiting for this movie ever since I saw its trailer. See, I love musicals. Plus, how can a movie with Meryl Streep, Colin Firth and Pierce Brosnan go wrong dba!?! I was secretly hoping they’d change their minds and watch MM with me. As it turned out, Wanted wasn’t shown in Powerplant anymore. Too bad (for them). So, they agreed to watch Mama Mia. Yay (for me)! Suffice to say, I LOVED THE MOVIE!!!!!! It looked a bit old-fashioned but I guess it’s part of the movie’s charm. The film was set in lovely Greece which made it more beautiful. Cinematography was amazing. The sunset and basically all the scenes showcasing Grecian land and seascapes made me include Greece in my top countries to visit before I die. Plus, the songs!!! Oh my. I wanted to stand up inside the movie house and dance with them! I would’ve probably sung, too, if only I had my voice back. Abba songs are loooooove. I didn’t know Meryl Streep could sing pala! Galing! She’s really one of my favorite Hollywood actresses. I thought Paul and Judith would fall asleep during the movie but they didn’t naman. I daresay—Mama Mia is one of the best films I've seen this year.

After the movie, we were supposed to go for coffee when Doryll suggested ice cream. While waiting for her, we already had ice cream before watching the movie. Nevertheless, we still went to the FIC Ice Cream Bar. I regaled them with anecdotes and stories. Of course, the topic that concerns everybody was also brought up—LOVE. I was amazed at Judith’s answers. I would’ve wanted to spend the entire day with them but I had to leave and meet Val in Glorietta as I was riding with her to the DS get-together dinner.

It was a simple afternoon with long-time friends. Very laid-back, full of laughter and conversational. Just how I like it.

Thanks, guys. Hope we could do this again soon!

sucks to be ______...

I turned down two get-together invitations last Friday for an impromptu after-work dinner. The topic of the night was a certain person who seems to be gaining popularity among my peers—and not the good kind. Nope, I'm not pertaining to the Little B either; this is someone else. They talked about her quirks, shortcomings, and her tendency to ‘nag all the time’. That last phrase may seem redundant, but that’s another annoying characteristic of this person—intensely redundant. Since I do not work with her directly, I couldn’t totally relate and/or agree with what they were saying. I would still give her the benefit of the doubt. After all, I would like to believe we’re still adjusting.

I did hear about some appalling anecdotes (i.e. “What’s your problem?”). If I heard that first-hand, I probably would’ve scolded her right away, haha. That’s a very tactless thing to say. However, I couldn’t help pitying her. If what they all said was true, kawawa naman siya. Imagine, no one likes you na nga, naiinis pa sila sa iyo! Uuwi ka na nga lang, wala pa rin gustong makisabay sa iyo. Moreover, people (some co-workers, parents and even students!) don’t think you're doing very well in your job. Shucks. That must be so depressing dba.

I am hoping she’s not all that. I’d like to believe she really means well, challenged lang siguro sa pag-frame ng words positively? It may also be that she’s redundant and often quite a nagger because of her passion for her work! Dba!?!

Bottom line of the story: ganyan talaga sa trabaho. You’ll meet and interact with all kinds of people at the workplace. Basta para sa mga students, go-go-go! Never mind the personal differences na lang! =P

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Nagpapakatao lang…

“The problem with being strong is nobody bothers to ask if you're hurt…”

I don’t usually feel this way but for tonight I will indulge myself. Most often than not, I am proud of all that I've gone through in life. Many people have been kind enough to vocally express their admiration towards how I've lived my life. Maging ako man, hindi ko maiwasang bumilib sa mga napagdaanan ko na sa buhay. Minsan, nagtataka pa rin ako kung paano ko nalagpasan ang lahat ng pagsubok na dumating sa aking buhay sa napakabatang edad. But tonight, maaawa muna ako sa sarili ko.

During the “family meeting” we had this Sunday evening, I couldn’t help pitying myself. I know there are millions of people in a far shittier place than I am but it just sucks that people assume you’re all right when you really aren’t. And because they know you are strong, they wouldn’t bother asking how you are. I mean, yes, I am a strong person, but I am not infallible. I am not a robot nor am I god. Nahihirapan din ako, nasasaktan, napupuno. Malakas man, tao pa rin lamang ako. It’s so sad that I have to pretend I'm strong because that’s the perception people have of me. Well, at least for tonight, I cannot pretend I'm that strong. I have to acknowledge this feeling of weakness I've been repressing for quite some time.

Only for this night, I cried for myself. I cried for my loss, my pain, my grief.
Umiyak ako kasi pagod na ako at nahihirapan.
Umiyak ako kasi hindi biro ang napagdaanan ko na at pinagdaraanan ko pa.
Umiyak ako kasi kinikilala ko ang aking pagiging tao.

Ngayon lang yan. Tomorrow, I promise myself I’ll feel better already. I just needed to cry this out. Ayan, tapos na. Maga na nga eyes ko eh. Shoot, my eyes will definitely look swollen tomorrow morning. Oh well.

On wanting an S.O...

This is a looooong overdue entry.

During an inuman session at the start of this month, there was a lingering question I took note of. Tsk, tsk. Kapag nga naman nakainom na, kung anu-ano na naiisip ng mga tao! Sabi ko sa mga ka-inuman ko, I will reflect upon that question and write about it in my blog. So here it is! Hehehe.

The question was,

Is having a boyfriend/girlfriend the key to happiness?

It is, I think, a very valid question especially since the presence or absence of a gf/bf is a very engaging topic during conversations these days. Some people can even get all too consumed about having a significant other they lose sight of those right in front of them.

I think I found the answer to this question while watching Pushing Daisies the other day. I'm not sure if it was the narrator, Ned or Chuck who said this line, but I realized this can put an end (albeit temporarily?) to that question.

Just because we want them doesn't mean we need them to be happy.

'Yun yun eh. Tama naman dba? It made so much sense to me. =P

another whiff...

Friday na kasi...

Whiff: Nina, I'll miss you!
Nins: (shocked)Ano po?!
Whiff: I'll mishuuuu...(smiles)
Nins: Haha! Okay! 'Kaw talaga! Ayiheeee...(gushes)

Isa nanamang whiff ito...

Unfamiliar in a familiar place…

Last Thursday, I attended my first so-called PTC. I honestly forgot about it so I got surprised when my student’s shadow teacher reminded me about meeting my student’s doctor later that afternoon. Fortunately, I didn’t have anything set for that afternoon so I was free to go. However, I wasn’t informed it was going to be a PTC. What I knew was we were just going to the doctor’s office to listen to whatever it is he has to say. I didn’t know what to expect since I've no experience whatsoever regarding PTCs naman. It was only when my boss called to give me a ‘briefing’ that I realized this was really a serious matter. I got anxious but knowing myself, I wouldn’t be fazed just because I'm meeting someone who’s regarded as an institution in his field. More than feeling anxious, it actually excited me!

Unfortunately, I didn’t get to meet him. And it wasn’t really a PTC. We just sat there and listened to the results of the assessment done on my student. My co-teachers told me our PTC would probably last for more than 4 hours but our meeting lasted for an hour only. Because I finished earlier than I expected, I had time to spare before my brother would arrive to pick me in Katipunan. So I decided to walk around my alma mater to while away the time. I hadn’t gotten far when somebody recognized me. It was a college and gradschool classmate. We had a long conversation on the footbridge! Hahaha. Afterwards, another gradschool friend saw me while walking! He asked me how it is working as a teacher since he’s familiar with my life story. He knows this decision has been life-changing for me. Merely telling him how happy I am with work is therapeutic for me already. It was soooo nice seeing him! Grabe, if we were to have another group therapy session, I am sure my classmates and teacher would be so happy and proud of me!

It was really a night for reminiscing because I saw another gradschool classmate, who also became a friend because I influenced her into something addicting (which is perfectly legal, FYI). I lost her number because I got a new phone at the start of this year dba so it’s been so long since we last got in touch. The smile on my face quickly turned into a scowl though. There were so many things I miss about school. I miss AtSCA. I miss my AtSCAn friends. I also realized I miss gradschool sooooooo much. Scratch that. I miss Ateneo. Period. Ateneo has been my sanctuary, my comfort zone. It’s just been two years since I graduated yet it seems a lot has changed in Ateneo. And now, as I walked around the campus, I can’t help feeling unfamiliar in such a familiar place. Then like a splash of cold water, it hit me hard. Hindi lang naman sa Ateneo maraming nabago; maging sa aking sarili, napakarami nang nag-iba at nagbago. The scowl returned to a smile. Indeed, countless things aren’t the same as before anymore; however, I can also say that I am quite happy where I am now. This realization made my night. Ang ganda ng mga naging bunga ng muni-muni moment ko! Sabi naman ng isang friend ko, this unfamiliarity feeling is stemming from the fact that we’re getting old already daw. Haaay, ambot. Hahaha.

25 Years: A Black & White Ver Party!

Last Friday was Tito Mario and Tita Heidi's Silver Wedding Anniversary party. Twenty-five years nowadays seems too long a time to be in union with somebody. Looking at the lovely couple, I can only wish them more years of marriage. They're an inspiration to all of us. Here's a family who probably has it all – a loving family, fulfilling careers, countless friends, and wealth! Hehehe...

Right after work, I was supposed to go to Makati so I can change into more dressy clothes para hindi naman ako dugyot tingnan dba. It was a pretty tiring and violence-filled day (hence the band-aids) at work so this party was something I anticipated with excitement! However, I was 'peer-pressured' into having coffee with my co-teachers Mimi, Leander and Cathy. Coffee daw pero nauwi sa Wendy's! Labo. Hahaha. It was nice spending some time with them outside the school though. Kwentuhan galore.

At around 7:30pm, my friends were calling and texting me already asking where the hell I was. Pasaway that I am, pasakay pa lang ako ng MRT! Ngayon may silbi na sa akin ang SM Prestige Lounge. Doon ako nagbihis! Since it's not open for everyone (just the elite – echoss!), there weren't that many people inside so I was able to dress up and fuss around comfortably. I got to Manila Pen just in time, hindi pa nagstart yung event. It was dubbed a Black and White party, yet I was wearing silver. I don't care, I prefer it that way! =P

Dinner was oh-so-delectable!!! I think I got full just after passing by the appetizers table! Wala pang main course, busog na ako! Hahaha. Sarap ng roast lamb, roast beef, porkloin, smoked salmon, chicken, smoked ham...ano pa ba?! Jusko, hindi ko na matandaan lahat, ang dami kasi! And OMG. Let’s not start with the desserts! There were so many pies and cakes to choose from! Boogs, remember ang gumugulong na vanilla ice cream!?! Nakakahiyaaaa! Hahaha. Spell B-U-S-O-G!!! It was truly one gustatory affair to remember!

The night was also a reunion of sorts for me and my high school barkada. I haven't seen them for the longest time! The last time I saw them all was when they went to my mom's wake eh hello, late last year pa yun! Hindi kasi ako nakakapunta sa mga get-togethers ng barkada. Tsk, tsk. I missed DSTOG!!! Kapag kasama ko sila, CAMWHORING galore talaga! Sabi ko nga kay Boogie, "Matagal-tagal pa ang 50 years (anniversary) kaya dapat sulitin na ito!" Hence, the 100+ pictures found in this album. We also got reacquainted with André and his sister Toni! OMG. The last time I saw Toni was when she was still a cute and tiny kuya’s girl studying in Assumption. That seems to be eons ago because now, she has flourished into a lovely young lady! Grabe, tama nga si Boogs when he said, “She reminds us that we’re old!”

I couldn't remember the last time my barkada went dancing. That's why, we jumped at the first chance we could! It was a grooooovy dancefloor; no r&b, no hiphop, no house music – just the plain ol' tunes we grew up with. Nakakatuwa because we were dancing in front of everybody else! Whew, what a cardio workout that was! Kebs na kung paminsan hindi na namin sinusunod yung mga DI, walang pakialaman basta we're having a greaaaat time! =P

It was past 2am when we called it a night. Wow. We enjoyed the entire night. I had so much fun I momentarily forgot the bruises and scratches I incurred earlier that day. Iba talaga kapag nagsama-sama ang DSTOG. Riot eh. At syempre, iba talaga kapag Ver ang nagpaparty—sosyalan! Hahaha! Indeed, it was a party only the Ver family can deliver.

Happy Silver Wedding Anniversary, Tito Mario and Tita Heidi!!!

Mahirap pero masaya…

That’s the answer I give to the people who ask me how it is teaching special children. Indeed, being a special needs teacher is not only difficult and tiring as hell, but it’s also very rewarding.

Lately, it’s been so tiring that when I get home at around 7:30-8pm, I’d just check my mail, enjoy a long bath and then go straight to bed. Or, I would stay up late and have some work done which would then render me sleepless for the night. Eeeek! Have I become one of my work-obsessed friends?! I hope not. Hahaha.

Monday was spent for the Parents’ Orientation. The staff was introduced, some of the outgoing teachers were there and the incoming teachers were presented to the parents. I met almost all of my students’ parents and so far, I've been in good terms with all of them. The day wasn’t stressful in the sense that we haven’t seen our students yet. Tuesday was that day. We had a good start for this school year. I liked our activity and our students were generally in a good mood. I have 10 students in the morning and 6 boys in the afternoon. I must say that the AM session is more tiring than the PM class. This is primarily because there are more students. Plus, my students in the AM are somewhat younger so they're more raucous, rowdy and boisterous than my boys in the PM. I would like to believe that my afternoon class is lighter as I laugh more often than I scold my students in the class. The next days have been spent for assessment. We have to assess our students so we’d know where they are mentally. Grabe, nakakapagoooood.

When I got home last Thursday night, I chanced upon the beautiful moon glistening fully in the sky. I thought to myself, naku, ano kayang mangyayari sa mga students namin tomorrow? True enough, I was in for a surprise when I got to work on Friday morning. It started normally—we checked attendance then proceeded to continue the assessment. As I was administering tests to the students in my group, I noticed that one student, R, was starting to act up. His shadow was quick to approach him but I observed he couldn’t stop R so I stood up and approached R. When it appeared to me that we couldn’t keep him stable, we decided to take drastic measures—pinning him down on the floor. Don’t be shocked; ganun daw talaga ginagawa kay R. It’s a good thing my co-teachers and I were briefed the day before. His shadow teachers and father came to school for a meeting with us and told us that R has that kind of “episodes” so I knew what to do already. The first episode lasted for a good 5 minutes before he relaxed and came to his senses. I was obviously shaken after that. But nooo, the show wasn’t over yet. Another student, this time J, was acting up as well. He didn’t listen to what I was telling him. He began hitting and scratching me. My co-teachers reminded me to be firm and really strict with this student because he’s a manipulative and hard-headed boy. Hay nako, lalabas ang katarayan ko sa batang ito. Sinusubukan niya ako ha. The shadow teachers in my class and I were laughing afterwards. Baka daw kasi may students pa akong gustong magwala, pumila na sa akin. Ayun meron nga. R had a continuation of his episode. This time, it was more violent! He punched me in the face! Since my co-teacher is preggy, she couldn’t help us so the two shadow teachers in the class were the ones who helped me. His episode was so intense that even the school director came to our classroom to help. It was after about 10 minutes till we were able to stabilize the child. Minutes before dismissal time, J struck again. He didn’t just scratch me, kinayod niya ang balat ko. It bled! I looked like I came from a war because of all the scratch marks and the bruises I got.

I was so stunned, tired and rattled by this. It was the first time I realized that this job doesn’t only entail passion, it requires physical, emotional and psychological strength, too! Hindi talaga madali ang trabahong pinasok ko. I have to be honest and say that at that moment, I even asked myself if this was the kind of work and the path I want to pursue.

My answer hasn’t changed. If at all, my determination and passion towards this vocation has increased immensely.

Angelo and Murphy’s Law…

Murphy’s law states that "Whatever can go wrong will go wrong, at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way" (taken from Wikipedia).

We were intently working on our classroom decorations the entire morning. I was really looking forward to finishing our work early so I can see my high school barkada already. At about 2:30pm, I got a text message from my brother Angelo telling me to call him ASAP because something happened to him. Oh my God. Kung kailan naman malayo ako sa kanya at sobrang busy pa sa tinatapos sa trabaho, saka pa ito mangyayari. I almost dropped my phone as I couldn’t contain my anxiety. I scrambled to dial my brother’s number. When I heard his voice, I knew instantly he was in pain. Gelo was crying when he told me what happened to him. It didn’t sink in, really. Arm…blood…teeth. He had a terrible fall during a basketball game in CSA. He couldn’t move his right arm, he chipped his teeth and there was so much blood. Yun lang naintindihan ko sa mga sinabi niya. I felt so bad because I knew he needed me there but I still had work to do. Nahihiya naman ako sa co-teachers ko kung iiwanan kong hindi tapos ang trabaho ko. I wanted to cry right then and there but I didn’t; at least, not when I was still on the phone with Gelo. After instructing him what to do, telling him not to panic and reassuring him that I’ll be there as soon as I can, I informed Teacher Dy about what happened and asked her to assist my partner, Teacher Joy so I can leave. Thankfully, they were supportive of me. They allowed me to go to my brother. Si Dy na lang ang nagpatuloy ng ginagawa ko. Sobrang nakakahiya talaga pero wala akong magagawa; pamilya ko ito eh.

I was so scared for my brother. This is the first major obstacle we’ve encountered since my mom passed in December leaving us orphaned. If something like this happened and our parents were still alive, it would be comforting to know that they’re still there to make sure we’ll be okay. However, now that both of them are in heaven already, I have no one to rely onto but myself. I couldn’t text my kuya about what happened. At least not until I know more about Angelo’s accident. If I told him that Angelo’s going to the ER in Makati Med without telling him the entire situation, he would automatically panic, freak out and could probably even have another of his seizure attacks. I had to remind myself several times not to panic and to get a hold of myself. Kailangan kong maging mas malakas lalo na sa ganitong mga pangyayari.

When Mommy died, I thought it would be a looooong time before I go back to Makati Med. Rhetorically speaking, I havent had a pleasant experience in the ER of Makati Med. Seeing the Emergency Room again, I felt all the more anxious. I was scared to enter the hospital and see my brother. Hindi ko na kakayanin kung may mangyari pa sa kanya. I feared the worst. I heaved a sigh of relief when I saw him. Hindi naman pala ganun ka-grabe as I pictured it in my mind. The doctors asked for an x-ray of his knees, right arm and mandible in case there were any fractures. Thankfully, there were none. His arm is just pretty swollen, he chipped his teeth and has a huge bruise on his knee but there was no need for a cast, just an arm sling. Whew. Thank You, Lord.

True to Murphy’s Law, what could go wrong would go wrong nga talaga, in the worst time to boot. Because of what happened, Gelo now has difficulty writing; he’s a righty kasi. As for me, I had to skip going to my high school barkada’s get-together and my college org’s alumni prayer session. I was so looking forward to this weekend; I terribly miss my barkada and org friends. Ang ganda ng mga plans ko for Saturday and Sunday but I had to forego these for my brother. In as much as I would love to see my friends, I would love to spend more time with Angelo now especially because of his arm trauma.

Thank you, Dy, for taking over my share of the work in decorating the classroom. Thank you, Joy, for understanding the emergency situation and finishing the decors in the room even without me. Thank you, DSTOG, my high school barkada, for understanding my dilemma and for wishing Angelo well (sarap sa Pepper Lunch dba?!). Thank you, AtSCAlumni friends, (Ka specifically) for reassuring me that it’s okay for me to miss the prayer session. I hope to see you guys soon. And thank You, Lord God, for keeping me strong and protecting my family. I am grateful that he only suffered minor trauma. Angelo’s accident could’ve been worse, that’s true. Maraming salamat, Panginoon, sa Iyong pagmamahal at pagliligtas sa aking pamilya sa tuwina.

Happy bday, Nona(to)…

Everyone’s favorite girl was celebrating her birthday so she invited a few friends to come over and have dinner at her posh condo. Naturally, it was a blast! I met new friends, Maybel (?) and Kiko. Doryll, Karen, Bianca, Archie, Ger, Julie, DA, Jekki, Malds and Bunso (aka RAK!) were also there. Ros and Maybel prepared delicious food for all of us: fish fillet, tacos, carbonara and the now-infamous roast chicken. That chicken still makes me laugh until now! Panalo ang secret ingredient eh! Hahaha.

We had a great time talking and laughing about a lot of things/people. They teased me and even took interest with my text life! What the heck. After me, the person on the hot (rather, the laugh seat) was Bunso! We now have a political plan for him even before he starts law school! He even has a hand sign to boot! Rak on, brother! If Bunso has an alternate name for law school, Ros must have hers, too! So we came up with Nona. Her campaign ad would go, “Nona ‘to!” Err. I really don’t think that’s a winsome slogan. It’s hilarious though.

After having dessert, we all went to Pier 1 in The Fort for some drinks. There we met Kuya Kevin! It’s been more than a year since I last saw him. It was a magulo na plan to meet him there but thankfully, he didn’t back out on us! Buti na lang malakas (daw!) ako sa kanya! Sorry talaga KK, I’ll plan better next time! It took us 48 years to get a table!!! When we were finally called, they informed us we have to stay outdoors because we didn’t follow their dress code. Okaaaaaay. For our first round, we had the obligatory beer tower. Again, it took our server forever to get us some glasses. Hence, my picture where I was asking for glasses—nope, not like milking a cow or doing the halikinu. I was asking for glasses! Second round belonged to Weng-weng. And then Ros and I enjoyed a blow job. First time ni Ros; nth time for me. Hahaha. What can I do?! I love BJs, the drink, of course! The rest waved the white flag already but KK and I were still up for more so we ordered the Bangenge. Slammer is still my ultimate drunk drink-of-choice but Bangenge is a very close runner-up! In the words of my cousin Vina who introduced me to this, it’s like drinking unleaded gasoline! Hahaha. Even before I finished my drink, I knew I was tipsy. Karen began asking me all sorts of NIPOL questions hoping to get some juicy answers. Now, you're probably wondering what on earth is a NIPOL. Well, let’s not start with that, shall we? Karen was throwing all sorts of questions at me, but I've nothing to hide so I answered honestly! Naks.

It’s been a while since I last laughed THAT hard. Nona’s 22nd birthday party was such a fun, fun, fun event. Kahit madalas akong napagtripan the entire night, okay lang! Nights like this remind me of how much FUN I can be. Seriously.

Happy 22nd birthday, NONA!!! As you said, it was indeed a “crazy party night.”

stunned...

i received rather unexpected and totally shocking news about a friend today. i didn't know how to react to it. it felt so surreal. it can't be. masyado pa siyang bata para makaranas ng ganitong pagsubok. and then i realized, sickness is part of life. no matter how old or young you are, you can get terribly sick. i, all of people, should know that by now.

LORD, please guide and protect my friend especially in these times. i know it is never easy. this is a very trying time for my friend and the family. huwag Niyo po siya pabayaan. GOD bless you, dearie. i'm just here if ever you need someone to talk or just be with. let me know how else i can be of help, okay? don't lose hope and faith in Him. you are always in my prayers (and i mean that).

for old times' sake...

Anna texted inviting us to Glorietta for old times' sake. Aww, I couldn't resist an invitation like that. After all, my high school barkada has had lots of fond memories in the said mall. We agreed to meet in the afternoon. In fairness, I arrived early so Angelo and I decided to go around the mall and window shop first. We then saw Boogie on the way to Bench. Gelo went on to do his own thing. Naglaro ata siya ng games? I told Boogie I'd just meet them after I make my purchase because it would've been so boring for him to wait until I finish trying on clothes. I ended up buying 2 tops. Hehe so much for window shopping.

Boogie, Anna and I had a great time talking that afternoon. It was so fun talking and laughing with them. Pag-usapan ba naman ang showbiz at friends, talagang laughtrip yun! Aside from talking about our high school classmates then and where they are now, we mostly talked about medschool. Boogie's in his third year in UST, Anna's going to be a freshie in Ateneo med and I--well, I almost went to medschool. It was nice hearing them talk about medicine, hearing the life I almost lived, the path I almost took.

Sadly, I couldn't stay with them for dinner. My brother was waiting for me already and we had to go buy groceries pa. Hindi ko tuloy naabutan yung iba na parating pa lang. I would've wanted to see Joanne and April, too. Oh well. There'll be time for that...soon.

i.am.soooo.not.picky!

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Picky

You have no problem attracting guys - and even dating a little. It's just around second or third date time where you start to see faults. If a guy isn't near perfect, you're not into him. It's good to have standards - but yours rule almost everyone out.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

I would like to disagree with the results. Kate and Val -- you both know my track record, hindi naman ako masyadong picky dba?! I believe I am not that choosy when it comes to guys. However, I do have standards. Whoever says he or she doesn't have standards is either stupid or lying. Hehe nagpapakatotoo lang! =P

Grrr. Napaisip naman ako ditoooo.